For a while now I am working with a very special book , called  "THE ARTIST'S WAY", by Julia Cameron.

It came to me through a friend that had already done this 12 weeks programm.

I must say , I did not really consider myself as an ARTIST.., but I AM a creator, right and to some extent I could sense a deeper meaning to it.  Right now I am finishing "week 10" , although nothing new really came up, like I did a great  painting.

Nevertheless, even in subtil bases, big shifts occur., changes  seem to happen faster, I seem even more aware of patterns, and myself.

Magic happens ONLY through me opening up, going from old to new : Self love- self worth, my communication and connection with others  becomes clearer.

I am sitting here in my sleeping room in Hamburg, where i just experienced my first houesit: took care of a cat, NANOU.....

In reality , it was about going "more " NEW..new ways of how things should happen , new ways of how answers, help, creations , wonders, should come to me.

Indeed, again i just can but BOW in front of my human...she ( nearly wrote IT...) is so bold , courageous   almost at a point of where she just can't do anything but dropping of the swords....sounds like i am talking of ADAM, dropping his sword..

What a blessing all this adventure , this experience here is .I had such a resistence..no , my aspects gave me some headaches at a point i wanted to cancel, one day before leaving.....Truly!!

!And THANK ME, that i  am aware of my Self in such a way, that i could see behind it all.  I allowed myself to feel the resistence  and  went  for it anyway...