NACKT SEIN

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LIVING IN MASTERY

For a while now I am working with a very special book , called  "THE ARTIST'S WAY", by Julia Cameron.

 

It came to me through a friend that had already done this 12 weeks programm.

 

I must say , I did not really consider myself as an ARTIST.., but I AM a creator, right and to some extent I could sense a deeper meaning to it.  Right now I am finishing "week 10" , although nothing new really came up, like I did a great  painting.

Nevertheless, even in subtil bases, big shifts occur., changes  seem to happen faster, I seem even more aware of patterns, and myself.

 

Magic happens ONLY through me opening up, going from old to new : Self love- self worth, my communication and connection with others  becomes clearer.

 

 

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Walking in NEW Shoes

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Creating my SAFESPACE

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SOME EASTERN PLAYGROUNDSTORIES

I am sitting here in my sleeping room in Hamburg, where i just experienced my first houesit: took care of a cat, NANOU.....

 

In reality , it was about going "more " NEW..new ways of how things should happen , new ways of how answers, help, creations , wonders, should come to me.

 

Indeed, again i just can but BOW in front of my human...she ( nearly wrote IT...) is so bold , courageous   almost at a point of where she just can't do anything but dropping of the swords....sounds like i am talking of ADAM, dropping his sword..

 

What a blessing all this adventure , this experience here is .I had such a resistence..no , my aspects gave me some headaches at a point i wanted to cancel, one day before leaving.....Truly!!

 

!And THANK ME, that i  am aware of my Self in such a way, that i could see behind it all.  I allowed myself to feel the resistence  and  went  for it anyway...

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MasterSoul, Human and Creations/Allowing

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Integrating the Feeling Of HOME

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Benching .."I do it  MY WAY....."

The  last few weeks  I observed and followed this  BENCHING  thing on FB

 

Although during my walks  through nature   I do rest  on a bench.. but not  in the mindset  this phenomen really ( was about.

 

..until this morning..:

 

I had decided that today was a  perfect CHRISTIANE GIFTING DAY. !!meaning , have a nice lunch  with myself , then relax  the afternoon in a spa...!!

 

Packed my bag for the Spa ..And..there IT was again..could feel already  the  OLD WELL KNOWN DARK ONE  ..popping up each time I just wanna do something nice and fun for me..just like this..no special reason....

 

Hi dear, do you really mean that its appropiate spending , rather spoiling  money for stupid pleasures  ...in YOUR SITUATION..hein..( I do not work for the moment)

 

Meanwhile my Master already relaxed in a nice  sun chair, bikini , and a fresh juicy cocktail in her hand..I knew she was there, would stay beside me....(think she just want to see how my human  is getting along.

I Am  the only  one  that takes  decision  on  how  I  want  spend  my  money

.no chance for any Aspect in whatever form it shows up.

 

Till now it   was  rather  a bbig   muggle  pool

Now, in  2017 It is enough.. so finally  I found myself in my car , SITTING   there,  my  todays  bench just allowing , with every breath in , breath out, let  it  all flow  through.  JUST  ALLOWING!!  TODAY I did it  MY NEW WAY..MORE to come soon!!

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New Data base please !!

I discovered recently something very intresting..How to put new programms in my mind and by doing so ..connecting new emotions and new experiences  to my life

A friend told me about Joe Dispenza (author and coach) or Alexander Hartmann, both  have  intrsting  theories  on  HOW  WE CAN  CHANGE  OUR  WAYS  OF  CREATING; BY  CHANGING  OUR  WAYS  OF  THINKING. 

 

Perhaps you do experience in some way what  I  mean..:Sometimes when   I'm with others   I (  "or whoever speaks in that moment..not Me", says my Master with slight disgust  in her voice) open my mouth and   WORDS come out of it..and ..it 's like a part of me turns round to see if someone else behind me let out this crab!

 

 

Not so long ago,  I  would have argued myself and judged  hard for this.

 

 

What   I  find  intresting  in  the  above  mentioned ideas, is that it ALL starts with MY CONSCIOUS ; CLEAR DECISION  to be willing to change  ..and that it starts by  beeing present in the NOW...make clear what I allow coming , how  I wanna live and feel in this new..and by allowing this NEW DATA base , produce new synapses in my mind , feelings and therefore new results..I CREATE MYSELF THIS NEW LIFE, 

WHO else would be able to do so..as I created it ALL myself till now..consciously or not.

It all makes sense to me...and it is just one way of possiblities to create..

MINDBLOWING !¨:))

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Brief von mir an mich

Dear Human...

(it's 5 o clock am, I know) but just in case you are having the illusion that any group , or people  mindliked, would make your "light" shine brighter..forget about it. ( she actually shows up as a wise chinese old man..shaking his head...NONONO) 

You will have to show up in your own masters light. 

 

 

Let go the old energy feeding patterns you were used to in the past...when you tried to get energy from outside (People or  whatever..) to shine brighter", be special "

You are already unique and special.

 

And there she goes in front of me from right to left side...in her chinese  costume..trying hard to  be serious.

 

Just be yourself .Your IAMNESS  is enough,   You  do  try  hard so  often to copy others,  to  be  ok and the only one that doesn't accept yourself is YOU.

 

Kennst du das, diese Momente wo du genau weist dass der andre Recht hat und du es aber grade nicht hören willst?!!Eigentlich bin ich mir selbst meiner Ausreden müde..--BLABLABLA.

 

Meister sein bedeutet nicht Perfekt sein ...es bedeutet einfach mir selbst verbindlich sein auf meinem Weg, mir zu vertrauen  mein Sein erlauben und einfach Spass haben...es heisst auch mein Leben so zu gestalten , bewusst wie ich es haben will.. UND KLARE ENTSCHEIDUNGEN TREFFEN!!

Meister sein heisst keineswegs  über dem Boden schwebend immer in tiefer  Meditation sitzend und nichts mehr brauchen , ..meine Meisterin nennt das LIVING DEAD!

Sie ist da um mich daran zu erinnern hier auf diesem Planeten LEBEN - SEIN zu   Erfahren, meine Komfortzone verlassen weil da das wahre spannende Abenteuer Leben beginnt.

Ich werde am 3Dezember zu  einem  Treffen in Düsseldorf fahren: ein kurzer Moment lang kam so ein Gedanke OOH, ob ich darein passe.. die sind doch Alle bestimmt total klar und bewusst..und frei von Freveln , sprich Spielchen , Aengste  ..etc ( Meister C prustet los vor lachen)..nur kurz, dann war  diese Illusion auch geknackt.

Es gibt Tage wo ich merke  was  das  Spiel  dahinter  ist  zbsp  bei  nem  Job  etc.

 

 

Statt mich zu freuen dass ich es  merke, ..geht ne ganze Kavallerie an Aspekten los, wohl bedacht mich wieder auf Spur zu kriegen ...UND ich bin Meister im Eiersalat machen:))  Jetzt kann ich wieder über mich lachen, und geniesse es mich um mich zu kümmern( Blog schreiben und gestalten ), Dinge tun mit MIR die mir SPASS machen , mich gutfühlen lassen...und davon immer mehr.!!!

Die Gradwanderung von Meister zum Kleinen menschlichen Teil ist so dünn wie der Vorhang zu Halloween zwischen den Welten.

MIR vertrauen , immer wieder mich an MEINE WAHL erinnern  vor langer Zeit..und das jeden Tag aufs neue, mir mitfühlend begegnen, meinen Weg anerkennen..und ..SPASS am ERFAHREN haben(darauf wartet meine Meisterin nur..)

Es gilt wirklich mich zu entspannen: I ALREADY MADE IT..IT IS DONE..now RELAX and DAMN ENJOY THE RIDE !! 

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