For a while now I am working with a very special book , called "THE ARTIST'S WAY", by Julia Cameron.
It came to me through a friend that had already done this 12 weeks programm.
I must say , I did not really consider myself as an ARTIST.., but I AM a creator, right and to some extent I could sense a deeper meaning to it. Right now I am finishing "week 10" , although nothing new really came up, like I did a great painting.
Nevertheless, even in subtil bases, big shifts occur., changes seem to happen faster, I seem even more aware of patterns, and myself.
Magic happens ONLY through me opening up, going from old to new : Self love- self worth, my communication and connection with others becomes clearer.
I am sitting here in my sleeping room in Hamburg, where i just experienced my first houesit: took care of a cat, NANOU.....
In reality , it was about going "more " NEW..new ways of how things should happen , new ways of how answers, help, creations , wonders, should come to me.
Indeed, again i just can but BOW in front of my human...she ( nearly wrote IT...) is so bold , courageous almost at a point of where she just can't do anything but dropping of the swords....sounds like i am talking of ADAM, dropping his sword..
What a blessing all this adventure , this experience here is .I had such a resistence..no , my aspects gave me some headaches at a point i wanted to cancel, one day before leaving.....Truly!!
!And THANK ME, that i am aware of my Self in such a way, that i could see behind it all. I allowed myself to feel the resistence and went for it anyway...
The last few weeks I observed and followed this BENCHING thing on FB
Although during my walks through nature I do rest on a bench.. but not in the mindset this phenomen really ( was about.
..until this morning..:
I had decided that today was a perfect CHRISTIANE GIFTING DAY. !!meaning , have a nice lunch with myself , then relax the afternoon in a spa...!!
Packed my bag for the Spa ..And..there IT was again..could feel already the OLD WELL KNOWN DARK ONE ..popping up each time I just wanna do something nice and fun for me..just like this..no special reason....
Hi dear, do you really mean that its appropiate spending , rather spoiling money for stupid pleasures ...in YOUR SITUATION..hein..( I do not work for the moment)
Meanwhile my Master already relaxed in a nice sun chair, bikini , and a fresh juicy cocktail in her hand..I knew she was there, would stay beside me....(think she just want to see how my human is getting along.
I Am the only one that takes decision on how I want spend my money
.no chance for any Aspect in whatever form it shows up.
Till now it was rather a bbig muggle pool
Now, in 2017 It is enough.. so finally I found myself in my car , SITTING there, my todays bench just allowing , with every breath in , breath out, let it all flow through. JUST ALLOWING!! TODAY I did it MY NEW WAY..MORE to come soon!!
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