The last few weeks I observed and followed this BENCHING thing on FB
Although during my walks through nature I do rest on a bench.. but not in the mindset this phenomen really ( was about.
..until this morning..:
I had decided that today was a perfect CHRISTIANE GIFTING DAY. !!meaning , have a nice lunch with myself , then relax the afternoon in a spa...!!
Packed my bag for the Spa ..And..there IT was again..could feel already the OLD WELL KNOWN DARK ONE ..popping up each time I just wanna do something nice and fun for me..just like this..no special reason....
Hi dear, do you really mean that its appropiate spending , rather spoiling money for stupid pleasures ...in YOUR SITUATION..hein..( I do not work for the moment)
Meanwhile my Master already relaxed in a nice sun chair, bikini , and a fresh juicy cocktail in her hand..I knew she was there, would stay beside me....(think she just want to see how my human is getting along.
I Am the only one that takes decision on how I want spend my money
.no chance for any Aspect in whatever form it shows up.
Till now it was rather a bbig muggle pool
Now, in 2017 It is enough.. so finally I found myself in my car , SITTING there, my todays bench just allowing , with every breath in , breath out, let it all flow through. JUST ALLOWING!! TODAY I did it MY NEW WAY..MORE to come soon!!