I woke up this morning after a short night, have been out with a friend , .feeling clear and clean : i had little alcool ..and the evening we had was something from a life i used to have before ( loud music, many people...)
And..i had this picture...as a MASTER i design my life the way i want it to be...going into EXPERIENCE...
nothing more , nothing less...a sensual experience..sometimes , and to me more and more as if i am watching a movie in cinema.....a big production with not only one topic, no sometimes a drama ( but only a few sequences , short..), or adventure..scary movie like..comedie most of the time
, and love....And i am in both position : MAIN ACTOR ...and OBSERVER ( sounds a bit like HUMAN and MASTER)
It came to me this WEBDESIGNING and DESIGNING MY LIFE..out of a short discussion i had with a waiter yesterday evening.... My mastersoul just showing me the hole picture, the BIG PICTURE of it. LIVING in mass consciousness is rather an unconscious creating , designed life ( some make it up to angels or destiny)
Designing life as a conscious aware beeing means : I am choosing and deciding THE WAY I WANT TO EXPERIENCE LIFE
OR in webdesign language WHAT COLOUR WHAT DESIGN WHAT PICTURES... WHAT IS THE THEME .. and i can change it..until it PERFECTLY FITS TO ME!!!
IT is nothing NEW..AND i feel like iam simply integrating some old stuff: the evening yesterday i had , was nothing but an EXPERIENCE... ..
SO HOW DO I WANT TO LIFE? I can feel what huge freedom, or unlimited potentials this opens to me.....to my human it is like...WOW CAN'T HANDLE THIS:::::wait let me think about it.....
Master just wants to jump into this...holy moly...yes hell give it all to me...writing i have a huge smile on my face and goosebumps all over...
Human is somehow like a PRISONER IN A CRYSTAL CAVE::::Filled with huge crystals, abundance...and does not see the key to open the cavedoor is hanging slightly above his head.... just the same as the rest of them in this cave
It is somehow that mass consciousness works....Just feeling believing seeing the same film as the neighbour next door does, so yes must be NORMAL.... we are all in the same boat......a boat that is turning round like a rollercoster
CHOOSING MY DESIGNED LIFE IN ALL EXTENTS; IN ALL ITS POTENTIALS is simply like DIPPING into a huge painters COLOUR pot with endless amount and varietys of colours and pencils.... and a magic stick at my hand to whipe out just with a finger snap...and creating something NEW!!!
I WANT TO FEEL ALL IN THESE COLOURS.... FEELING JOY and EXCITMENT CURIOSITY ......JUST ALIVE...SENSING not holding on to judgments , and SHOULD or SHOULD NOT.......... FEELS SO MUCH SENSUAL
BREATHING it IN and OUT......passing by..and continuing my path
SO , WHAT DESIGN ARE YOU GOING TO CHOOSE?