It is now 2 years that I travel intensly ( about 10 years I do it on a regular base and on my own )
10 years ago, my ex partner left me..and beside the pain and drama.. my first thought was :HOW WILL I BE ABLE TO TRAVEL ALONE?
Today , I am about to go for a trip to the USA , on my own apart from the first days where I will meet and be with master family.
I never could sense the deeper layer of this passion, going beyond simple curiousity, never a real tourist traveller.
Let me try to put it into words.
It is a more sensual experience to me, feeling into a place , sensual also cause I am THE nose to find the sweet and delicious spots for food , not following tourist guides, hardly read one.... simply walking around and get hit by " something "( my stomach first speaks up..)
Every place has its unique sensuality, energy...means : nature, the infrastracture, people, their language.
Even if I did most of time citys, now I am more finding qiet, nature And beeing easy access to a city.
The last year or 6 month my energy so expended, that i sometimes cannot stand beeing in crowdy places, or too much metro...Till now i created it in perfect ways .
After meeting some ( over 40) master friends and family in Naarden last weekend, I had this huge AHA.
OK, It started with beeing unable to buy a flight back from USA, cause from the 12 juli on I will not live in Luxemburg anylonger.
I let go all that seemed important, safe to me till now, even with not knowing really where I will land.
My hole planing is "JUST" following ...a deep knowingness, my souls voice, feeling that the human is ready ( is it?, I do it anyway!!) and sense potentials.
This morning I woke up , feeling into some potent creations, ...FUCK YES : travel the way I do right now is ABOUT TRUST...
And in extending this : the whole trip we are all heading for inside of us, is about Trust.
Yes we all made a choice, and created it all together long before, but to do it now in this lifetime, MASTER SOUL AND HUMAN...needs this deep TRUST in ourself commitment : HELL, go and not even feeling that going back is a " could be idea" .
For me NOOO way!!
Writing and having it under my eyes here, gives me shiwers all over me, and grounds this deep wisdom , even more.
Letting go of how when, holy shit...
I had this knowing the last weekend, with an amazing group of people, that ideas put into words, ( written , or spoken) creates an energy shift and brings this creation into life.
And did I mention how I simply love to travel with no explanations , just for the beauty