I am writing today , sitting in midst my bagages packed, all the stores and closets empty, cause I am leaving this appartment , the country I have been living for 40years going for New adventures in 2 days.
Sounds pathetic , maybe a little: but for the moment I just follow my Souls Voice
Dear sweet one, she has taken over the drivers seat right now, I feel it very strongly inside of me, No Doubt !
I KNOW, Feel and sense it very deeply., in the way i act_ or rather NO ACTIONS, more an allowing, the way I take decisions, How I speak, so much more clarity in my voice, my words.
And I feel this goodby as well: in my walks in nature letting go, with tears, really sensing as with a last huge swirl with my wings i integrate the remaining pieces, taking it all back to me.
And last parts of the human, that was dealing with games, control, having to get things done, hard work..
Today I did some last paper stuff , paking etc, and since my wake up the topic of GAMES/ CONTROL was in the air through a messanger notice of somebody warning me and my FB friends not to LIKE person X: WUUUT my Human jumped in texting a second later 7 of my FB friends:::and while writing a shift happened, consciousness of WTF are we doing here, going in others crab. I stopped, it didn't even feel good.
Then it continued with my seeing that the money hasn't been transferred on my account for the furniture I had sold.
My Souls voice, more a sensing was saying: all fine, no need to contact the person let go:every action like email or phone call would be just out of control, not trusting that when the MASTER AND SOUL are in action..no need to doubt, worry check or control: NO NEED.
For my human, it was hard, man!!! But we made it.
I did some good breathing in my car, and very strongly from within came :" OK I LET IT ALL GO NO MORE GAMES / CONTROL..I am TIRED!!
15 minutes later my cleaning lady caled me apologysing thousand times : " sorry sorry , I did something very bad...( silence, what coud it be, breaking my ceran cooking field, a window?)..OH MISS I BROKE YOUR BODY_ WHEIGHT BALANCE..!!!
A second only needed to connect Human Soul and Master synapses::WHATTT, and broke in a 10 minutes cosmic completly crazy laughter
I had shifted my control..aspects, and she had served me to materialize it in my reality. I WAS JUST IN AWE!
You see, since the very few days, a week maybe I SEE FEEL AND KNOW my SOULS in the front spotlight of my stage, not only I am more relaxed, more into allowing, DEEP TRUST AND KNOWINGNESS increased, but generally speaking, it is just living with more ease and grace.
And if fear or whatever comes up, ok fine, but it is changing in minutes, following blindly , almost my NEW BEAUTIFUL SOUVEREIGN SHEPARD.
And today again, I truly honour my Human just following US on this wholy NEW and HOLY new way of LIVING, CREATING.
Allowing creation come from the Souls PASSION, together with the human very important to get the SOULS CREATION IN THE NOW moment, materialized in this reality.
WHEN the Soul comes in forth, Life will never be the same: diffrent in a way never experienced before.
And yes it takes me again and again to my self commitment, to truly being worthshipping my decision to go for this. , going beyond any sort of limitation, or old known ways of creation.
I can just tell from my experience, intense damn yes, boring at all, going back never again ..I enjoy it with every step I take.
HELLO WORLD HERE SHE IS!!