So often heard and read and talked over it: light and dark are the same..Great!! But in those moments when it all feels so damn real..I had difficult in the past to remind it, be still and just allow, honestly!
Nevertheless : tonight I had it again. For a short moment while lying on my bed, taking myself away from distraction, I felt "FEAR" with no reason.
Kind of sickness, tight feeling in my belly, foggy clouds unpleasant (I am judging it)
Just laid down with it, resisting a short impuls of going out of it, breathing deep into my belly.
Sensing "seeing" it like jelly dark, sticky. Continued breathing...
Then all of a sudden it was there: light.
I went on saw myself from a distance, It All became clear: Light or Dark, when I just go through it, breathing, not trying to change, or go into wild action, it is THE SAME.
Its all just energy, and its up to me if I judge it as BAD / GOOD.
I really have to do nothing..Light or Dark is merely potent energy, when set free that I can use to serve me.
It depends on from what side of the coin I watch it /judge it.
Cause really its just neutral.
IAM the Master/ Creator free to choose what I let into my life.
What AM I choosing today?!