No, I am not going back to Church, or any other dogma.
I realised , that I had never been : as a child I went to church , cause it was just another playground for me to meet my friends, as a teenager it was to meet my fellows from the Youth Club we had in my village in Luxemburg. (some Sunday mornings were with a little hangover, some had seen their beds just for 3 hours 😜,) I loved religion class in school for the old priest was such a gifted story teller ( fox and the wolf stories, I was as a child hanging on its lips literally, and he gave as a coin for ice-cream in summer). NOTHING really religious. ( now gonna take the tight underwear of religion off , and let you read with more space 😂)
Why this title.?
Pretty good question.👑
I will never go in another sacred union but with MYSELF.
This is something that I knew for a while.
But only lately was I able to perceive WHAT it really means to me.
Being HUMAN on this planet "Playground" ( remember its about Playing😜) was more like having to drag a defaulted system behind me: unlovable, tolerable cause knows to behave well, unworthy weak, imperfect.
The point where it becomes "itchy " is, when I am the creator in my life, as I am and each of us, then there is not only the human , there is the Master and the Self/ Soul.
Using the Term "Master " was for me till now : good to interject in spiritual discussions , but I never did consider myself as such.
Recently only it hit me : I WAS BUT AN EXTRA IN MY LIFE ( Creator of my life!!) instead of Art Director and Main Character /Superstar.
In the easy life I have chosen, being in this Lifetime I have chosen to come as an Pioneer of NEW ENERGY (YESSS!! IAM)
how do I want the energies serving me when in this Trinity Team ( MASTER HUMAN SOUL) each does its own or is not really fully accepted and cheered as a Masterpiece Of Perfection.
Iam getting a bit high with the words floating out here. So breath and..
Would I want marry me : YES !!
I am washed through with compassion and excitement simultaneously .
All that it needs is nothing but receiving All of me (the likes and not likes), its just energy,
Allowing myself the grieve and some tears with letting go.
I realised lately that the sadness , tears , honest yes , but came more for letting go these old identities , AND the aspect , stories behind, not really about a person.
The wisdom of the Master ME allowed me a new look on the stories in my life, we had some great "movie sessions" together .
Still integration work 🙃 👑 takes place while each moment iam breathing life Myself into my New Life, to let it take form. Each breath is announcing to the potentials and the energies "IAM HERE" , READY TO RECEIVE .
I will never go back in the OLD HUMAN WAYS And I stay here on this planet .
The New Human knows now it can choose how I want feel in the experience, I will never be trapped in something, as I have felt in my old life ( prisoner in my job, my body my family ).
I feel waves of love , honor for Myself .🌺
Breathing , allowing and choosing ( like when you get new furniture in your new house, and You tell the workers where to put the furniture )