This is not gonna be another Travelblog.
Rather a travelexperience from within....
I want use this part here as a playground, sharing my traveltrips, in a very sensual way: through photos, insights ...
Starting with my first one: I can travel wherever I want, I am always carrying ALL parts of me with me, whether I travel "light" or " heavy" luggaged( The entire package is what you are charged more at the airport for the overweight :)))
I will change the content regularly, through articles, pictures.
How did I come to this "TRAVEL and BE"?
well, it was during a guided meditation, that THIS came from within: as soon as I had put it out into words, my heart , my body and to the cells ALL WAS LAUGHING,
I felt expanded, in a way never had before.
Till now it meant: to Travel really , and wherever I was , just to BE, ( that'l be enough) :)))
For a few days , I got another deeper meaning/ knowing on that.
Traveling is an outside way of Expanding; leaving the comfortzone of the well known
Beeing/BE is Expanding from within/ an inside way of expansion, if I consider BEEING, as ALL parts of me and beyond.
through BEEING all that I AM, I Am like a LIGHTHOUSE, radiating my Light from inside out
From here I can expand, be safe..as this lighthouse is like a ROCK,
Beeing= the steady and fluent safe space, I see it like an octopuss, with all its arms..acting, moving flowing in all directions.
From this center of BEEING , I create/ my IAMNESS creates Life.
I will write further more how I experienced this to parts, during my 3 month traveling.
Going to USA, was coming to me already in February this year: SAn Francisco!
I hadbeen there 10 years ago, first New York, then for 4 days San Francisco.
I felt really attracted to the west coast.
Then I talked with some friends in Holland , that were planing to also go to America in July, first Portland, then Eugene and futher to the National Parks and Colorado.
To make it short: I was in: from 12 july to 17th I was with them...then until beginning august on my own.
Funn how it all then took place, when I stopped "planning". To a degree that I was unable to book a flight back: means I went to the US with a ONE-WAY Tiket. Even the BNB's I staid at only showed up by and by...My human in between slightly got crazy, above all for the mind.
And I have never done this before, and I find it mostly difficult to take a return flight. The entire month experience in Portland , Eugene, going over to Vancouver, Amsterdam, Norway all the same.
Just through following this inner Voice, a calling I was drawn to, I could not, didn't want to shut down, was merely trusting mySelf that deep.
AND if it wasn't adventurous enough, in the same period I planned my moving out and leaving Luxemburg: Homeless
All my belongings were in 4 boxes, 2 big lugages with clothes, and other smaller things..put in a storage, or wrapped up in my mothers closet.
What I discovered in USA, that I have never felt that save than there.
I challenged myself every new day: leaving my comfortzone in each moment, testing new food, walk around and go with my impulses, met some intresting people...Now only I realise that I had created it all..
Even on a deeper level: I did this traveling( and still am ..) to allow /experience expanding into my Soul Master....and I love traveling.it opens my horizon..I went through some deep feelings, fears ( one of the reasons I took a 1way tiket is that in any given moment I could go back to Europe.
At the end I did not really want to leave, And I still know feel the potential of going back, more down to South California..until then I want test driving an automatic driven car, something I did not.
I still see feel my dream with a nice open beach house, in an 2english speaking place, smooth wheather, me walking on the beach, feeling myself comftorable and like "settled, peaceful".
For a while I had fixed it to California, Now I set it free just keeping up withh the "SENSING" , i had when feeling into this dream.
But wait: IS it JUST a Dream, or am I already THERE experiencing it??? To me BOTH.
On Leaving and Discovering
Traveling is kind of a trip that is similar to uncovering mySelf.
True is that shifts happen if I stay in my familiar area or in a new place. It may just accelerate the "process" : iam actually in north Germany , Rostock, close to the sea and beach. In Luxemburg apart from some clothes and 3 boxes nothing left. (hero drums ladies and gentlemen 😄
Releasing from the idea that I need a homelike long place to feel safe. What I did now , what I created myself is not usual in the family I came in.
Discovering what a Creator IAm , Trusting so deeply that wherever IAm I will be safe
This one sense or idea that popped up 4 years ago TRAVEL AND BE...and that All will be taken care of..it was the future me , mySelf -Master talking to the Me of then..Now I am discovering how I got there.
Can we just stop questioning /comparing or judging now !!
Now it would be appropriate to CHEER, barbecue and beer and celebrate.
A deep breath, relax and enjoy the movie.
So easily distracted by the draw of mass consciousness, even that I'm out..I am the creator, and it has been me all the time