This is not  gonna  be another  Travelblog.

Rather a  travelexperience  from  within....

I  want  use  this  part  here  as  a  playground, sharing  my  traveltrips, in  a  very  sensual  way: through  photos, insights ...

Starting  with  my  first one:  I  can  travel  wherever   I want, I am  always  carrying ALL parts  of me  with  me, whether  I  travel  "light" or  " heavy"  luggaged(  The  entire package is  what  you  are charged  more at the  airport for the overweight :)))

 

I will change  the content  regularly, through articles, pictures.

guided

 How  did I come to this "TRAVEL and BE"?

 

well, it was during  a guided  meditation, that THIS  came  from within: as  soon as  I had  put  it  out into  words, my  heart  , my  body  and to  the  cells  ALL WAS  LAUGHING,

I  felt  expanded, in  a  way  never  had  before.

 

Till now  it  meant: to  Travel really , and  wherever  I was , just  to BE, ( that'l  be   enough)  :)))

For  a  few   days  , I  got  another  deeper  meaning/  knowing  on  that.

Traveling  is  an  outside  way  of  Expanding; leaving  the  comfortzone  of  the  well known

Beeing/BE  is  Expanding  from  within/ an  inside  way  of  expansion, if  I  consider  BEEING, as  ALL parts  of me and  beyond.

 

through  BEEING  all that  I AM, I Am  like  a  LIGHTHOUSE, radiating  my  Light from  inside  out

From  here  I  can  expand, be  safe..as  this  lighthouse  is  like  a  ROCK, 

Beeing=  the  steady  and  fluent  safe   space, I  see it  like  an  octopuss, with  all its  arms..acting, moving  flowing  in  all directions.

From  this  center  of  BEEING  , I  create/  my  IAMNESS creates  Life.

I  will write  further  more  how  I  experienced  this  to  parts, during  my  3 month  traveling.

Discovering the BIG USA

Going to USA, was coming to me already in February this year: SAn Francisco!

I hadbeen there  10 years ago, first New York, then for 4 days  San Francisco.

I felt really attracted to the west coast.

Then I talked with some friends in Holland , that were planing to also go to America in July, first Portland, then Eugene and futher to the National Parks and Colorado.

To make it short: I was in: from 12 july to 17th I was with them...then until beginning august on my own.

Funn how it all then took place, when I stopped "planning". To a degree that I was unable to book a flight back: means I went to the US with a ONE-WAY Tiket. Even the BNB's I staid at only showed up by and by...My human in between slightly got crazy, above all for the mind.

And I have never done this before, and I find it mostly difficult to take a return flight. The entire month experience in Portland , Eugene, going over to Vancouver, Amsterdam, Norway all the same.

Just through following this inner Voice, a calling I was drawn to, I could not, didn't want to shut down, was merely trusting mySelf that deep.

AND if it wasn't adventurous enough, in the same period I planned my moving out and leaving Luxemburg: Homeless

All my belongings were in 4 boxes, 2 big lugages with clothes, and other smaller things..put in a storage, or wrapped up in my mothers closet.

What I discovered in USA, that I have never felt that save than there.

I challenged myself every new day: leaving my comfortzone in each moment, testing new food, walk around and go with my impulses, met some intresting people...Now only I realise that I had created it all..

Even on a deeper level: I did this traveling( and still am ..) to allow /experience expanding into my Soul Master....and I love traveling.it opens my horizon..I went through some deep feelings,  fears ( one of the reasons I took a 1way tiket is that in any given moment I could go back to Europe.

 

At the end I did not really want to leave, And I still know feel  the potential of going back, more down to South California..until then I want test driving an automatic driven car, something I did not.

I still see feel  my dream with a nice open beach house, in an 2english speaking place, smooth wheather, me walking on the beach, feeling  myself  comftorable and  like  "settled, peaceful".

For  a while  I had  fixed  it  to California, Now  I set  it free just  keeping up withh the "SENSING" , i had  when feeling  into this  dream.

But wait: IS  it  JUST  a Dream, or am I already  THERE  experiencing  it???  To me  BOTH.

 On Leaving and Discovering

 

Traveling is kind of a trip that is similar to uncovering mySelf. 

True is that shifts happen if I stay in my familiar area or in a new place. It may just accelerate the "process" : iam actually in north Germany , Rostock, close to the sea and beach. In Luxemburg apart from some clothes and 3 boxes nothing left. (hero drums ladies and gentlemen 😄

 

 

Releasing from the idea that I need a homelike long place to feel safe. What I did now , what I created myself is not usual in the family I came in.

Discovering what a Creator IAm , Trusting so deeply that wherever IAm I will be safe

This one sense or idea that popped up 4 years ago TRAVEL AND BE...and that All will be taken care of..it was the future me , mySelf -Master talking to the Me of then..Now I am discovering how I got there.

 

Can we just stop questioning /comparing or judging now !!

 

Now it would be appropriate to CHEER, barbecue and beer and celebrate.

 

A deep breath, relax and enjoy the movie. 

So easily distracted by the  draw of mass consciousness, even  that I'm out..I am the creator, and it has been me all the time